citer kami

::laksa penang::

2010-04-27T02:10:00.000-07:00

sekarang ni perut tgh lapar...mengidam laksa penang..kalau dulu makcik kt kantin ade jual..skarang xde dah..huhu..seriously,perut dan lidah ni teringin sgt nak mkn laksa penang.. ~~
nak laksa penang..........

~never knew i needed~

2010-04-26T19:36:00.000-07:00

Never Knew I Needed

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction

For the way you took the idea that i had
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing...

For the ending of my first begin
(And) For the rare and unexpected friend

For the way you're something that I'd never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again...

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
when you aren't here, I had no idea ...

You're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here, always...

My accidental happily (ever after)
The way you smile and how you comfort me (with your laughter)

I must admit you were not a part of my book but now if you open it up and take a look you're the beginning and the end of every chapter...

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
when you aren't here, I had no idea ...

You're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here, always...

Who knew knew that I could be...
So unexpectedly...
Undeniably happy (yeah)
With you right here, right here next to me...

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
when you aren't here, I had no idea ...

You're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here, always...

Now it's so clear, I need you here always

::oouch!::

2010-04-25T23:43:00.000-07:00

my eye...huhu..sakit nya...this is because my lens its too dry...n now i can hardly open it...n it hurts like hell when i look on the computer screen.. :( even after removing the lens it still hurt.. :(

::bleeding love::

2010-04-24T17:11:00.000-07:00

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the risk that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding

FINAL EXAM....

2010-04-21T21:25:00.000-07:00

the girls..well..part of us..
lala,me,rabing,mira..

Its FINAL EXAM.....!!!!! huhu...at last...soon, i am going to finish my diploma... :) I am happy and sad on the same time...happy because i finally finish my diploma, and sad because my friends will leave me here...I am really going to miss all of them,esp my girls...Rabing, Lala, Mira, Farah, Zati, Nurul... :(

2010-04-15T02:07:00.000-07:00

pre graduation nite...dats all that i want to say... :)

its me..again...~~

2010-04-09T06:22:00.000-07:00

I'm now extremely starving since i haven't eat anything since morning..and now its already 9.27 pm...but never mind, my food will arrive soon..hehe..yum2...btw, last saturday i had this pre-graduation dinner..its a dinner to celebrate those who will graduate soon..(",)..sadly, i only have a few pictures with me now..later i'll korek2 from others..hehe..btw, the amoi in the middle is ME....!!!

2010-04-01T05:15:00.000-07:00

whoa...its been AGES since the last time gg bkak blog tok..jrg dg gg on9 nowadays..m actually in a huge problem..hope dpt selesaikan dlm masa terdekat tok..hurm..now my lil bro dh almost 2 months..x berasa masa berlalu..semester end pun dh dekat..final..n everything..m sure gonna miss UITM SARAWAK a lot eventhough kdg2 gg menyumpah2..huhu..sabtu dpan pre grad..can't wait mok pake cheongsam merah..m soooo excited n really looking foward for that dinner.. k la..mok g mamam lok..daa..~~

TAUFIIQURRAHMAN...

2010-02-22T20:04:00.000-08:00

Taurfiiqurrahman...adik baru gg tu..dia lahir 10.02.2010..huhu..baby boy..comel sgt2..mcm kakak die jgk..ahaks!! hari ahad ni (28.02.2010) aqiqah budak tu..huhu..xsbr la..gg rindu dh dgn die..seminggu ni hari2 gg peluk n cium...since smlm gg xde tgk..rindu la pulak..huhu...manje giler budak tu..kesian abid..die dh x pgg tittle anak bongsu lagi dh...haha..tu la.nak sgt adik..haha..k la..2 je..da..

Hari Raya...

2009-09-07T05:37:00.000-07:00

i am now particularly very damn busy with my schedule...it is freaking pack..i dont even have time for my own self..
luckily my beloved mom brought me to the spa last saturday..at least i got the chance to relax and pamper myself,even though only GOD knows how did i feel when my beautician took all the blackhead out from my pores...

Hari Raya is just around the corner...as usual,i am very excited..hehe..i love Hari Raya..
thet's the day where i can wear new clothes, cantik2 even kt rumah je, eat lots of delicious 'kek raya'..got duit raya ($$$) from my parents and relatives..hehe...

my baju raya for this year is orange and purple in colour...

its time to open a new book....

2009-07-20T22:30:00.000-07:00

lame dah x melawat blog yg x seberapa nie..huhu..bkn ape,xde masa nak online...

gg sekarang dah masuk part 5...huhu...x terasa masa yg berlalu...

adik gg pun dah masuk universiti,ktorg sama kampus, tp course lain2 la...

gg amik cemical, die amik dipoma in science...org nak jd doktor...huhu...semoga berjaya, dik...

owh, hmpir gg lupa...

ummi pregnant lagi..jd gg akan ada adik baru...abid sgt2 seronok mendengar berita tu sbb die mmg nak sgt2 adik...gg harapkan adik 2 nnt perempuan,tp kalau Allah bg lelaki, gg pun happy jgk.. :) kalau permpuan, namanya akan jd Najwa, tp kalau lelaki, nama die nnt Lutfi...

gg dah mula masuk alam dewasa..pre-adult lg, coz baru msk 20 thn...huhu..

n gg rasa gg dah bertambah matang...gg dah x mudah melenting mcm dulu, gg dah makin berani ...

next year, gg dh 21, n akan ada adik kecil...kwn2 gg ckp adik gg 2 spttnya anak gg...hehe...yalah, btapa jauhnya beza umur ktorg, 21 thn..kalau org zaman dulu2, umur 21 dah 3,4 anak..hehe..

I'll be waiting 4 yor arrival, our new member of the family..

untung btol die, suma org menunggu kelahiran die...

gg,bing2que,mir2,yaya,lala,epa..

suma ni kakak2 die..

faiz n abid die pny abg...

We'll be missing u...

2009-06-14T17:23:00.000-07:00

Kawan baikku yg sama2 gemok dan gebu, Mohamad Hanif Mohamad Hassanel akan meninggalkan daku tak lama lagi...or...sekarang laa. He has decided to quit UiTM and ambik CAT (charted accounting technician) di Kota Kinabalu, Sabah.

Kalau dulu, di mana ada Hanif, di situ ada Lala menyibuk either membuli atau kena buli, lepas ni takde da.. Kalau dulu setiap kali keluar makan Hanif and Rabing akan bertekak like there's no tomorow, simpan suara je la Rabing lepas ni.. Kalau dulu nak ke belakang kampus, biasanya kami takut, akan ajak si Hanif ni ikut sekali walau kena bribe sekali pun. Kak Dee also wont have a subject to kutuk later on..Heck, we will all be missing the cruelty and the (only to certain circumstances to certain people on certain times) sweetness that rarely comes..

Lepas ni takde lagi la kawan nak gaduh2 sape lagi gemok and menggedik2 kat dalam kelas, kawan utk Rabing bertekak and kawan untuk diajak berjalan ke belakang kampus lagi..huhuu~~ And my source of good music and jingle pun da tiada.. tak dapat la Lala nak jadi manager Bambangan (the name of his band) lagi..

Teda2 bha kau Hanif, kenapa kau mau quit ni? Suda sem lima jugak kan?? Tiada la kawan aku di kelas nanti..mau gosip lagi.. jadi siapa la mau ajar aku main gitar ni? :(

3 more to go....

2009-04-28T00:17:00.000-07:00

Penderitaan elektrik n unit op dah berakhir...ada lagi 3 paper..hoho...
Math, my musuh ketat..huhu...
IP, kna byk membaca n manghafal...hurm..ngantuk2...
Thermo, no komen...

CHAIYOK!!!

final exam...

2009-04-17T21:33:00.000-07:00

final is just around the corner...tp gg mcm xde final ja...asyik2 main...
semalam berkobar2 pegi library, tp akhirnya on9 je, belajarnya tidak..hehe..

sekarang ni gg sgt2 bengang,plug kat bilik ktorg(bkn ktorg je, 1 level) x boleh guna...semua kerja tergendala..nak masak air x boleh,iron bj x boleh..last2 suma menyerbu study room yg kebetulan kt level ktorg...huhu..

anyway, gg nak ucapkan good luck kpd kengkawan gg yang x lm lg nak menghadapi final...
sebulan lg,penderitaan kita semua sem ni akan tamat...huahua...

salah ka...??

2009-04-17T00:55:00.000-07:00

huhu...nurul, knk dgn ktk...x salah kan mun kmk mok share yg kmk hepi...ktk ya, bila gik nak balit hostel..??btw, thanx sbb ingatkan kmk pasal math..

kmk ingatkan mok upload gmbr kmk2, but internet tok slow glak2..nak update antivirus pun payah..

hurm, ok la..kmk nak buat math lok..x abis gik..byk gik tok...

nang jiwang lah gg

2009-04-16T05:58:00.001-07:00

ggggggg,u r soooo jiwang :))

Confusion and Depression

2009-04-02T23:19:00.000-07:00

I dunno why I'm having these depressions.. (I do know why, actually, and u girls know it too) but still, I'm very confused also.. Why oh why???

Perlukah
melukakan hatiku ini dengan mengambil jalan mudah
dan membiarkan aku terkapai-kapai
bagaikan aku yg sebenarnya terhegeh-hegeh dengan dia??

Saya tau la awak taknak kat saya ni..
Saya da kena reject ngan awak nak dekat 5 kali lak..

Saya paham, saya ni ape je la yang ada..
kulit pun hitam,
badan pun gebu semacam,
muka tak lawa mana,
otak pun tak sepandai mana.
Saya tau saya ni miskin hina papa kedana,
tiada wang mahupun harta,
tapi tak perlu kot nak reject saya sampai macam da taknak berkawan sampai gini!

Tapi dah tu awak yang kata kawan
and most of the time (before this la) awak yang flirty ngan saya,
saya perempuan,
keje saya adalah menunggu dan menerima.

Tapi lepas tu awak da betul-betul jadi my almost lover
awak dump pulak saya macam tu jew.

Apa salah saya???
Saya depress la!!!
Penat tau fikir apa la kesalahan saya sebenarnya.
Kalau awak nak reject saya sebagai kawan sekalipun,
saya harap la awak buat depan-depan.

Terus-terang,
clean and clear,
Izhar Halqi la sikit!
Jelas, nyata dan terang tanpa dengung!

Saya ni blurr sikit,
walau pandai macam mana pun saya,
saya cuma akan dengar arahan yang jelas.
Kalau org kasi point2 and sign2 ni,
susah la saya nak paham.
Minx maaf la ek!

Saya kecewa dengan awak!!!

babes,im in love!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-01T11:25:00.000-07:00

frankly,i juz can say m in love.hahaha..wif tutttttt...not gonna spill d beans juz yet..huhuhu...

My Boyfriend Is A Rock Star

2009-03-20T04:35:00.001-07:00

saya tertekan

2009-02-28T22:46:00.000-08:00

i am feeling indifferent and weird.. I am totally being counted out of the GROUP and i felt as though I'm being counted out of the OTHER GROUP as well. Not that i am hoping to fit in in any of it...just don't feel right.. I felt as though I'm being stabbed from behind sometimes, but that happens right? Especially when my anti-DEPRESSANTS are gone and I am forced to stay in my mood and in depression at the same time. I'm not pointing fingers right now but most of my colleagues are becoming some total spas and some of them are changing, not really for the better, through times. Hope he or she will understand whoever I'm referring to..THAT'S ALL!

Rossa Dhiny

sorry...

2009-02-22T22:25:00.000-08:00

hurm...nampaknye statement gg for the last blog dah buat salah seorang sahabat gg salah faham... to that particular person, bknnya gg menyesal or whatever jd mpp, juz gg xnak la kwn2 gg rase yg gg dah sisihkan diorg semenjak dpt jwtn 2... tp syukur, diorg faham jugak dgn situasi gg sekarang ni...

to that particular person, gg mintak maaf, gg x bermaksud mcm 2... i'm sorry...

well,hari ni gg xde klas...ptg ni pkl 4 spttnya ade klas ganti, tp lecturer cancel kan... hehe... sangat syok... skrg ni kt luar tu hujan, jd gg mls nak balik...lagipun mane la tahu kot2 ade kwn gg nak mintak bantuan ke, ape ke...

what a day....

2009-02-17T22:47:00.000-08:00

ari ni gg rase adalah hari yang paling memenatkan,wpun gg ade 2 kelas je..

sebabnye,gg terpaksa naik turun byk tempat n menanggung risiko kene marah..hehe..

gg xnak r cerite knp...cdey pulak jadinye nanti...

sekarang2 ni gg kuat makan dah..kalau amik nasi mesti banyak..gg tny kt lala knp jd mcm 2, lala ckp gg kepenatan..mungkin la kot...hurm...kepala pun selalu pening...

semalam adalah one of my worst day ever..gg ade 2 test n 1 kuiz...gg ingatkan pagi tu ade test, tp nasib baek xde..tengahari ade kuiz lak lg...petang ade 2 test berturut2..dahla gg xde belajar utk salah satu test tu..nasib baek lecturer baek, bg hint kt ktorg..huhu...n gg ade keje lak lg....

at the end of yesterday, gg mmg kepeneatan habis..study pun dah x larat...minggu ni mmg tension habis la utk gg...

ade satu lg hal yg buat gg ssh hati..
since gg jd mpp, g rase mcm gg dah x berape nak rapat dgn kwn2 gg..gg asyik2 sibu dengan mcm xtvt.meeting,pg sane,sini...rase bsalah ade gak dgn diorg...hope all my friends understand my condition rite now, very bz lately..sorry girls...

GG Saturday

2009-02-14T05:25:00.000-08:00

Lala Saturday

2009-02-14T05:17:00.000-08:00

My Valentine...

2009-02-14T04:52:00.000-08:00

Hari nie, date gg untuk Valentine adalah besi, elektrod, grinder, sarung tgn, helmet muka...gg x kisah sebenarnye...
gg lg rela buat bnde alah tu drpg terpaksa berendam dgn air lumpur busuk sbb ikut ppkp..time kat bengkel, gg ingatkan ppkp mcm bez,wpun bosan..
ble kengkawan gg balik dr ppkp tu, gg dgr diog komplen mcm2, gg bersyukur x ikut ppkp...hehehe....

ape nak buat kalo ade org tu mcm ngorat tp x ngorat ek??+ die kwn kte...hurm....

kukuciwa...

2009-02-12T02:06:00.000-08:00

gg baru kejap tadi kuiz math..bila tgk soalan, rasa mcm x berapa nak confident..and it turns disastrous...

ada 4 soalan, gg jawap 1 je g betul..actually boleh dpt 2 betul, tp gg wat careless mistake..2 gg frust sesangat ni..dahla kene buat pembetulan 1 soalan 5 kali..tu gg x kisah lagi, tp nama gg disebut kat dpn sume org sb gg buat silap..2 kali pulak tu...malu siot...

tapi most of the student pun senasib dgn gg la...even budak pandai kelas ktorg pun salah sume..kire orait la gak,kn gg dpt 1 betul..

hari ni, kwn gg rafi dari uitm pahang call..supposedly hari ni sume mpp ade kat sh alam,sbb ade meeting kat situ..tapi ntah knp, kampus kitorang hantar 4 org je...

time rafi call,gg rs frust sangat2 sbb x dpt pegi..gg rindu kat korang sume...especially budak2 group 4...Rafi, Sya, Loko, Izzat, Ain, Fandi, Farique, Kak Yati, Syam....

2009-02-02T23:37:00.000-08:00

holla...long time no see...past few days is like the most exciting holidays ever in my life...i went to shah alam for mpp's stuff, n not to forgot, BTN @ terengganu...i had so much fun there...i made TONS of new friends...from uitm whole malaysia...time kat terengganu, gg wat banyak xtvt lasak yag gg x pernah buat sebelum ni, such as camping, cross country,flying fox, abselling, n macam2 lagi....release gak tension blajar..huhu...tapi dalam byk2 xtvt yang gg buat, yg g x boleh nak lupakan is mendaki bukit time malam..pukul 2.30 pagi lak tu..mmg btol2 mencabar la...time tu dahla gelap, ktorang x di bagi lampu..betul2 rase mcm org buta...huhu...seram ade gak time tu...tp, Alhamdulillah, ktorang sampai dengan selamat ke bawah, walaupun berlaku beberapa insiden yang membuatkan ktorang hampir2 masuk ke dalam gaung..hoho...

what in the name???

2009-01-29T22:47:00.001-08:00

well, i have a new name now!!! its Billa Kong. Billa is for Nabilla, my real name. Kong is for the memories of a person who once killed me!! huahuahua.. kidding. Not kill me technically..just literally.. huhu.. so gurls! we do have so many names dont we??

Lala's names;

nabilla naha
naha
lala
laler
bella
nabella
mak gajah
petronas
lala sedut
billa kong

G'ah's names;

nazihah anuar
nazihah
g'ah
g'ot
gg
gee
nazih
mak slebet

Rabing's names;

rabia zamani
rc
rabing
bingbing
bingbingku
bingka
bie
ruby
raba-raba
rabs

Nurul's names;

nurul athirah
nurul
ngegeh
uitm
siput sedut
yaya
*****due to x igtness and too many-ness, malas nak tulis.

P/s; the ones we always use is in green..

why bother at all??

2009-01-29T22:30:00.000-08:00

I'm King-free!!! i'm letting go of his tormenting waits and all. its not that i hate him, i guess i loved him too much that it hurts me..(yeah right) I just want to be a normal gurl who would just find a guy that i could actually be with from time to time, and that means "its a long way to go".

King was being absurd. He broke my heart and I hate him for that. But i never loathe him, just that i couldnt stand waiting for someone who has not forgive me for my wrong doings. I know i was guilty but i've said my sorries.

My current life-mood right now is "over protected much" and "loved by everybody". I mean, Hanif once told me this, about six packs.

"why bother carry 6 when you can carry just one?"

but for me, its a bit more different than that. Lets see,

"why bother have just one BF when you can have many before you get married?"?

but that one seems more absurd. NEXT!!!

"why bother have one at all when your mom is going to find you a man regardless?"
-well, this one'll work.

haha.. Ciao!

p/s: the name is Billa Kong now kay? :P doesnt it sounds a bit chinesey??

bing2 and me

2009-01-25T04:17:00.001-08:00

BORN MODELS..........

waaaaaaaaa,baru nak tulis blog ni wei..huhuuhu

2009-01-25T04:01:00.000-08:00

Firstly,olaaaaaaaa.....well tis would b the first time m writting in tiz blog..our blog actually,consist of mua,lala and gg..bing2 lom gik ngabas blog tok.huhuhuhu..well,2day is d third day of our hols...kinda boring actually 2 b at home..dont even know why,mayb coz i love campus life sooo bad..huhuu..m in a blur state of mind at d moment.all thanks 2 the creature who inhabits d planet earth besides woman,yes,u guess it right.MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!gosh...can they just make my life more miserable..it is kinda weird for me 2 b single at d moment..totally weird..but i manage 2 keep my life busy wif my studies...well,so far,calculus would b d most difficult subject..i hate those cos,sin,tan thingy..i really want 2 meet wif da guy who invented those stuff...thanks for making my life more miserable.hahahaha..well,datz all for now.cukuplah ya..huhuhuuhuhuhu..muah..xoxoxo

my favourite movie so far...

2008-12-08T17:50:00.001-08:00

Lala in Love

2008-11-23T07:13:00.000-08:00

i made a sin.. i thought King was about to break my heart or rather he already did, but the thing is, my thoughts were wrong and bad. As i was being careful and taking good care for my wonderfully selfish heart, i asked him a desperately desperate question. I wanted to know whether he was being just sweet or he was being true.

And well, as a man should be; with their egos and all, he was furious. He asked me my compassions that i was supposed to show him. I was wrong to ask that, but i did. I just wanted to know the truth. I was afraid that i would be crushed by his wonderful sweet mouth.

As my punishment, King has not answered my calls, replied any of my messages and left me feeling guilty all alone. I take that he was angry, and that he now has already hate me for being such a jerk and ask silly questions. When I called a day after the damn question was being asked, he answered. He explained that he was sick, and that he was not angry or anything, and he was too tired and sick to talk. He said he is now at his grandmother's and he needs his rest. I said ok but still felt lonely and disregarded.

I thought he was lying to me. I wasted 3 days trying to figure out why he did. The girls are telling me to let him be. "a guy will run when you chase him, but he'll chase you back if you're not." they said he was just testing me. Even Azz said the same thing. Just let him be. I was hurt, bleeding, i think, for hoping ,ore than just a test. I was starting to think that he is trying to avoid me. And so, as a mortal genius, i sent him a message on his birthday;

Happy 20th Birthday. I'd love to give u a present, anything, even my heart if u haven't already break it to pieces.. Good luck in life, be happy in everything u do..take care of your health..ada jodoh jumpe lagi.. may Allah bless u.. bye kingkong.

xoxo
YOUR black
p/s: my dear, you dont have to avoid me. i'll go willingly, if u juz ask.. i'm juz a tip of finger away...

It has been what? 5 days now since he has not texted me, or called. I was scared, and still am. I miss him. A lot. And I am waiting for him, for his sweet and kind words, his mocks and weird compliments, his love of humour, his dreams and wishes, his promises that i wasn't really hoping that he'd keep, his queer questions that made me smile everytime he asked as if a boy asking why is the world round. He really made my heart jump, and i guess, for a very short time, at the least of my expectations, he made me love him!

Like the old Malays labels, love will make us uneasy. Makan tak kenyang, tidur tak lena, mandi tak basah, semua tak kena. I think i'm having all of those stated above. Weird as it sounds, I don't think I am me now. He is all the way in Kuching, sick in bed, while i'm fretting about my very un-wonderful life being in love and hurt because of it here in Shah Alam. Damn I feel bad!

My dear kingkong, I really hope you would read this. And please dont be sick!!! Girls, if you guys are reading, I am sure that each one of you are having a good laugh. Well, laugh all you want, I am still not me... but i hope you would help me somehow.Hmmm..

Admirer

2008-11-17T06:57:00.000-08:00

As a girl who has just broken up in a relationship, she should be crying her heart out as if there's no love is as good as his, or something like that, especially when she was the one who got dumped, no? Not me.. nope.

Hehe..Well, the truth is, I've just broken up with whoever, Azz. We were good friends, turned scandals (as if) , turned couple, then...we hung up. The only real relationship that we were having all these while was friendship. He is a very nice person who like me, not very good in having a relationship (meaning bf and gf). We got together just so that i could use his name as my protection, to tell others that I already have a bf, and he was using mine also. We rarely called or texted or ym-ed or having any contact at all. weird kan? So to say, we were just playing laa..

However, for the last few days before we took our own paths, he reminded me to find a boyfriend of my own. An advice I found hard to follow. He said that as a kinda pretty girl, it should have been easy for me to look for one.. a guy for my own. The only thing that was missing was me. I'm not even looking for any. I find it hard to actually stick with one guy especially if his hands were starting to wander my bodyparts. I just could never tolerate THAT. Even holding hands. Not unless he is my husband.

Well, actually, after just an hour being a loner, (blah la!), I received a phone call from a person I knew as King. He is a senior in my campus who befriends with my classmates; the boys only. King eventually filled me with annoyance since i first came to know him. However, this time, he didnt call me to annoy, but to explain. He said that he has never fallen for any girl since ever. I found it very hard to believe until I made my own investigation and voila- it's true! He also mentioned that he has fallen for me since the first time he saw me and he expressed his feeling towards me by saying how lovely i looked to him, how cute and so on. I really find it hard to believe as someone as annoying as him could have a crush on me!

His friends once mentioned somethings about him that he could be more than just an annoyance. He is a well knowned popular-JPS(jawantankuasa perwakilan surau) -MPP-Pembantu Mahasiswa-Ketua Blok Asrama-Ketua KIK kolej-President of his Course Club-guy and lots more! And another thing is that, he has never ever dated anyone at all! They said that King could be a little bit too harsh on girls as he has no definite idea on how to treat a girl. All he knows that a person should be who they are (true) but i don't think he has ever learned that a girl's heart is easier to break than to mend. Poor King.

Well back to his phone call, he asked me for a date. He said that he won't be seeing me for quite sometime so he was hoping that I could see him. I was partially heartbroken and partially bored and partially being pushed to go on a date with him so that I could buy a cake for my roommate who was having a birthday that day. So i agreed. He walked me to KFC at the back of our campus and guess what, he 'kutuk' me the whole day! He commented about me being as black as 'bontot kuali' and he pointed that my armpit was wet from sweating and he annoyed me by saying that i could not cook! How rude was THAT? Kak Dee made some conclusions from his unmatured actions;

a) the guy was nervous for his #1 date, and so, to cover his flaws, he 'kutuk' me instead of being romantically trying to be sweet.
b) The guy was head over heels with me as he knows so much about me than i know about myself.
c) he's a newbie in the dating bussiness, he haven't learned to be smooth with girls and things like that.
d) i'm his first love/crush/whoever special in his life (so he said)

The guy was seriously nice but clueless. If it hadn't been me the one he asked for a date with or if I don't know him at all, I would have just slap him in his face for being too rude. After a very hard time scrubbing and brushing his acts off after the weird date that day, he finally relaxed. He became nicer, friendlier, sweeter (that's the most important part) and cuter. His actions were mainly learned or should i say, picked from movies, love movies that is. He loves the romantics and the sweets and the cute scenes from his favourite movies that he practically learning to act like that. Sweet right?

On my last day, the 16th, he gave me 2 of his favourite movies; Sepi and Love Actually. Sepi was, well, sad. Love Actually, on the other hand, is a very sweet movie. He also gave me his pictures, hoping for an exchange with my pictures along with a love note.. Oooooh...

So now, no, I'm not hooked up, coupled or anything. He is still in the phase of learning so I think I should give him a chance, right? Owh, he just texted me..

"from: King kong
message: damn...i miss u girl..
date: 17 november 2008
time: 10.00pm"

he is waaaaayyyy head over heels with me!!

Lala's Cuti; Makan??

2008-11-17T05:14:00.000-08:00

my first day of cuti is like, hmmm, penat! I decided to follow my deares dad to go back kampung, Johor. We went there in the morning and then balik by petang. Giler x?

My grandmom just died and the 'harta pusaka's managements, well, lets just say that my family is still a bit blurr about them. We've just found out that my late grandfather actually owned a lot of tanah in Tangkak. So, in order to manage the whole tanah thing, my dad has to go to Tangkak -not far from our place, Muar- to settle it all up.

Since we haven't been there for quite sometime, we visitted my dad's aunties, Tokchu, Tokchik and Tok Uda. Tok Chu really reminded me of my arwah Maktok. They really look alike only Tokchu is darker. Tokchu served us with real great food; Mee Bandung Muar- a specialty for which no other state in Malaysia can make Mee Bandung as delicious a a Johorian, particularly Muar-, for lunch was nasi berlauk Keladi Masak Pindang, Telur Dadar, and Ikan Sambal plus a little something from Tokchik, Ikan Keli Masak Lemak, and for tea was Kuih Telinga Kera or some people might call them Kuih Telinga Keling, and Keladi Goreng.

Oh my goodness, everything was very delicious! I had no idea i could eat that much! (bluffing; i can eat that much!). Gahaha.. Well, G'ah and Ngegeh, I'll let you guys see some pictures later, now i'll have to mandik!! Byebye!! Chalo Betteh!!

cuti da...

2008-11-17T00:19:00.000-08:00

hari tok first day cuti...sangat bosan rasanya....nasib ada maim, nya mok bwk kmk orang kuar..bilik solat a.k.a surau masih dalam proses..pasal exam, rasa2nya boleh kot lepas semua..insyaALLAH..doakan la g'ah..

sarawak

2008-11-13T12:30:00.000-08:00

pagi tadik, g'ah tyk lala, ada x nya baca blog yg g'ah postkan..nya kata english g'ah terok..huhu..jd, g'ah decide mok tulis blog pake bhs sarawak jak..hehe..kalo x fhm, jgn la segan2 nak tny,ek..hehe..
g'ah baruk jak balit dari teman cdak burn n farah anta beg cdak ke rumah..ayah ada kat umah tek..nya tgh angkat kayu, sbb ayah tambah bilit solat kat blakang..makin besarla rumah kmkorg..makin byk la yang terpaksa dicuci mun dah nak raya..huhu..g'h rasa ayah mesti dapat inspirasi mok buat bilit solat ya daripada bilit solat kt rumah udak..n rumah kmkorg mmg akan jd tempat untuk org2 yg on da way balit pendam singgah soalt mun dah nak abis or masuk waktu..bagus juak la..byk pahala..huhu..
juz now i realsed that my dad did so much for us,the whole family.bila la ayah nak transfer balit ctok ho..g'ah sebenarnya kesian tgk ayah terpaksa ulang alik dari sarikei ke rumah setiap hujung minggu..weekend kan sepatutnya untuk berehat, tp nya terpaksa drive selama 5 jam untuk balit rumah..jumaat petang nya balit rumah, ahad mlm nya balit sarikei..hurm...kelak la g'ah tulis agik,g'ah mok pegi belajar lok, esok da paper fluid..good luck 4 EHD3B...daa..

holla...

2008-11-12T23:10:00.000-08:00

This is my first time writing a blog. when my friend showed me her blog, i was kinda igored it. now, she made our account here, i'm kinda interested to contributed something. rite now, i'm in the middle of final examination week. i have two more papers to go before the semester break begin. i hate semester break..it's bcoz it'll be damn boring without my friends around.all my friends will be back at their home..huhu..i'm gonna miz u guys..

how to start ek??

2008-11-11T03:35:00.000-08:00

this is the first time blogging.. us girls trying to start blogging. One thing in common about us is that; We're HOT!! :P