Thursday, January 29, 2009

why bother at all??

I'm King-free!!! i'm letting go of his tormenting waits and all. its not that i hate him, i guess i loved him too much that it hurts me..(yeah right) I just want to be a normal gurl who would just find a guy that i could actually be with from time to time, and that means "its a long way to go".

King was being absurd. He broke my heart and I hate him for that. But i never loathe him, just that i couldnt stand waiting for someone who has not forgive me for my wrong doings. I know i was guilty but i've said my sorries.

My current life-mood right now is "over protected much" and "loved by everybody". I mean, Hanif once told me this, about six packs.

"why bother carry 6 when you can carry just one?"

but for me, its a bit more different than that. Lets see,
"why bother have just one BF when you can have many before you get married?"?
but that one seems more absurd. NEXT!!!

"why bother have one at all when your mom is going to find you a man regardless?"
-well, this one'll work.

haha.. Ciao!
p/s: the name is Billa Kong now kay? :P doesnt it sounds a bit chinesey??

No comments: