Admirer

As a girl who has just broken up in a relationship, she should be crying her heart out as if there's no love is as good as his, or something like that, especially when she was the one who got dumped, no? Not me.. nope.

Hehe..Well, the truth is, I've just broken up with whoever, Azz. We were good friends, turned scandals (as if) , turned couple, then...we hung up. The only real relationship that we were having all these while was friendship. He is a very nice person who like me, not very good in having a relationship (meaning bf and gf). We got together just so that i could use his name as my protection, to tell others that I already have a bf, and he was using mine also. We rarely called or texted or ym-ed or having any contact at all. weird kan? So to say, we were just playing laa..

However, for the last few days before we took our own paths, he reminded me to find a boyfriend of my own. An advice I found hard to follow. He said that as a kinda pretty girl, it should have been easy for me to look for one.. a guy for my own. The only thing that was missing was me. I'm not even looking for any. I find it hard to actually stick with one guy especially if his hands were starting to wander my bodyparts. I just could never tolerate THAT. Even holding hands. Not unless he is my husband.

Well, actually, after just an hour being a loner, (blah la!), I received a phone call from a person I knew as King. He is a senior in my campus who befriends with my classmates; the boys only. King eventually filled me with annoyance since i first came to know him. However, this time, he didnt call me to annoy, but to explain. He said that he has never fallen for any girl since ever. I found it very hard to believe until I made my own investigation and voila- it's true! He also mentioned that he has fallen for me since the first time he saw me and he expressed his feeling towards me by saying how lovely i looked to him, how cute and so on. I really find it hard to believe as someone as annoying as him could have a crush on me!

His friends once mentioned somethings about him that he could be more than just an annoyance. He is a well knowned popular-JPS(jawantankuasa perwakilan surau) -MPP-Pembantu Mahasiswa-Ketua Blok Asrama-Ketua KIK kolej-President of his Course Club-guy and lots more! And another thing is that, he has never ever dated anyone at all! They said that King could be a little bit too harsh on girls as he has no definite idea on how to treat a girl. All he knows that a person should be who they are (true) but i don't think he has ever learned that a girl's heart is easier to break than to mend. Poor King.

Well back to his phone call, he asked me for a date. He said that he won't be seeing me for quite sometime so he was hoping that I could see him. I was partially heartbroken and partially bored and partially being pushed to go on a date with him so that I could buy a cake for my roommate who was having a birthday that day. So i agreed. He walked me to KFC at the back of our campus and guess what, he 'kutuk' me the whole day! He commented about me being as black as 'bontot kuali' and he pointed that my armpit was wet from sweating and he annoyed me by saying that i could not cook! How rude was THAT? Kak Dee made some conclusions from his unmatured actions;

a) the guy was nervous for his #1 date, and so, to cover his flaws, he 'kutuk' me instead of being romantically trying to be sweet.
b) The guy was head over heels with me as he knows so much about me than i know about myself.
c) he's a newbie in the dating bussiness, he haven't learned to be smooth with girls and things like that.
d) i'm his first love/crush/whoever special in his life (so he said)

The guy was seriously nice but clueless. If it hadn't been me the one he asked for a date with or if I don't know him at all, I would have just slap him in his face for being too rude. After a very hard time scrubbing and brushing his acts off after the weird date that day, he finally relaxed. He became nicer, friendlier, sweeter (that's the most important part) and cuter. His actions were mainly learned or should i say, picked from movies, love movies that is. He loves the romantics and the sweets and the cute scenes from his favourite movies that he practically learning to act like that. Sweet right?

On my last day, the 16th, he gave me 2 of his favourite movies; Sepi and Love Actually. Sepi was, well, sad. Love Actually, on the other hand, is a very sweet movie. He also gave me his pictures, hoping for an exchange with my pictures along with a love note.. Oooooh...

So now, no, I'm not hooked up, coupled or anything. He is still in the phase of learning so I think I should give him a chance, right? Owh, he just texted me..

"from: King kong
message: damn...i miss u girl..
date: 17 november 2008
time: 10.00pm"

he is waaaaayyyy head over heels with me!!